Most people are unaware of how much loosing a baby can b hurtful.I was pregnant a couple of months ago and at first i hated the idea because of so many reasons:one reason was because i was not with da my baby daddy ,another was because i thought it would ruin my life,last because i was smoking the first month and i knew da baby was sick!it hurts me so much now to come to realize now dat i would have loved my child either way if i could go back in time i would change it all in a heartbeat but now all i have is clinic papers and a big gap in my heart!i just wanted to share this because my baby was going to be born this month and i feel sad!I learned that a baby is a blessing no matter what but god knows why he does things right!