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by : parichoghok | written on :28/08/2010 | permalink

My first love was a total asshole

I caught my partner cheating on me

It was my first love. I was 15. Wow! such a kid. We met online. then we realized we are in the same country, same city and even the same neighborhood. At first it wass all good and sweet. we used to walk home from school, go out, talk everyday for an hour or so,... I loved him so much. After a week he told me that this not his real name. It was his first lie. Well telling the wrong name is the most usual thing that happens. right? So I accepted that easily. After a while I doubted about his age. He was supposed to be 18 but he didn't seem as mature as he should. But I didn't ask him thinking I would offend him in this way. His lies began. Those lies were so stupidly organized and the fact were so obviously magnified that even ME, a 15-year-old girl, could understand. It was valentine. My worst experience of valentine. He called me saying: wow I've got you a present. were is my gift???? I got him a present eventhough I was so broken that was not able to take a cab for going out... the result is perfectly obvious. He came to me, empty handed. not even giving a hint why he hasn't brought me the peresent he had talked about for a quarter. I was so broken heart but afraid to ask him anything cuz I didn't want to lose him. One day he invited me to his house while his parents were away. We went to the yard. The most extraordinary thing ( for me) happened. He asked for a kiss. I suppose you know what does first kiss means for a girl with no pre-contact to any boy. I said no. but he said If not, you will lose me forever. A forcefull kiss followed. I cried and ran away very close to have an accident while running my eyes full of tears. It was not finished yet. I loved him. he was my frist love right? Then someday a close friend of mine came to me telling they had met and they are now friends (lovers I mean). I called him several times as a stranger and every time he flirted with me without even recognizing my voice. It was over. Years after, I realized he has given me another falsename (again), in addition to his age ofcourse ( he was in my age.) He sent me an email telling me he is willing to become my boyfriend again, after 2 or 3 years not even calling me. My reply was no. but we remained friends. He talked about his girlfriends and the 80% of them that he has had sex with, without their objection. Gosh I didn't reply him anymore, never. I may forgive him for all his wrongs he has done to me, but I am not forgive him for my very first, filthy, compulsory kiss. I can never forget my first experience. He was an asshole.

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Comments:
2010/09/15 16:24 - Cris writes:
I'm sorry bout it... well shit people exist anywhere in the world, you did better to forget about it. And regarding the kiss... if you say it was forced, that must have been veeery fast, not long nor passional... Therefore shouldn't be count ed as a very first kiss. Go on with your life, that will surely be better then his! Cheers!
2010/09/16 05:55 - parichoghok writes:
Hey thanks buddy
2011/02/11 09:18 - Chaotic_Dreamz writes:
Smart girl moving on from him and cutting him out of your life. I commend you. :]


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