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by : SueSnue | written on :29/10/2008 | permalink

Being all alone.....

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Right now, I'm all alone in my house. This is awful because my Grandpa just died last night and instead of driving down with my father to be with the rest of my family, I have to stay up here because my mother won't drive alone. It's not that she couldn't get the day off, no, she wanted to go into work today, she wants to go to her precious meeting tonight, which means she's going to be out all day and all night while I cry all alone. Also, I can't call my best friend to talk because her fiance just had major surgery, so she has bigger fish to fry. This decision was made for me, I thought I had become too old for that, but it was. I wasn't spoken to about it, I wasn't even considered and now I have no one and nothing to do. This is by far and away the worst day of my life and the most awful thing about that is it didn't have to be that way. It was always going to be terrible, I mean, Poppo is dead, but it didn't have to be the most painful day of my life. I could've been with the people who love me and it didn't have to hurt so bad, but instead all I have is this entry on a website I stumbled across five minutes ago and will probably never return to. We also would still have all of our wine and champagne glasses, which are now inside of a pillow case, shattered into a million pieces because my grief had no where else to go. So now here I am, crying to the internet, because no one else is around to here it.

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Comments:
2008/10/29 21:17 - Kelly writes:
*Hugs* you're not alone.
2008/10/30 05:54 - olena writes:
reading your story i understood that i'm not alone with my badhap - you shouldn't be very upset - now even if you have nobody near you - internet gives oppotunity to comunicate with wonderful people from all over the world, who doesn't know you but inspite of this - can understand:) just - write and you will feel better...


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