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by : Anonymous | written on :28/12/2008 | permalink

It's sad to belong

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its sad to belong to someone else when you think the right one came along?. I was 18 when I saw him. Got to know him during adventure camp but as A levels are drawing near I will not even consider getting to know him better. But my heart aches for him and I thought it is merely an infatuation. So I studied hard for the A levels, did well and went to Uni. I did wonder about him occassionally but when I did not see him at NUS orientation I thought well that the end about dreaming of getting to know him. Until.... 2 years later after I got a steady boyfriend then I met him at the Uni. He was a ist yr student waiting to enter the Lecture room whilst I was waiting to go out of the lecture room. I was in my third year, my last year at the UNI. Wow ... the eye contact suddenly meant so many unspoken things like where were you , wish we had left contact numbers before we concentrated on our studies at pre-u 2., did you like me as I have liked you, did you look for me at the JC. I wish I had manage to find out whether you took a fancy to me as I had taken a fancy to you. His gorgeous round eyes and sporty physique is still there.Tan and tall too. And... to make me even more sad .. is that I found out that he could dance very very well. I was into Uni hops and my steady could not dance at all but always just obliged me with a few stiff movements. He could not do contact dance at all despite me teaching. But this other guy... wow I saw him performing at the year one orientation dance. He was doing contact dance at the tune of MR ROBOTO. Soon I got married, got kids, worked hard and blah blah blah. Forgot about him until I met him again in 2005 during my ist son motivational course graduation night. He aged with some grey hair but still has the gorgeous round eyes and upbeat look about him. He appeared to have 2 young boys about the age of 12 and 10. Did not see his wife. He was sitting close to his sons and monitoring them. Wow thats what I like in a father - committment and caring. He appeared to marry late. I suddenly became conscious of myself, sloppy, out of shape and looking 10 yrs older than my age. He looked like he did not put on any weight. Wow after 25 years, my heart still ache when I remember the past, and I feel very sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along. He may not be the right one eventually but whatever I have observed and seen, I seem to like. Wel I know I should get real and forgot about him. But you know when you have an unfulfilled wish, the heart will not let it rest unless I know whether did he took a fancy to me ?. well now what if he did..

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